Sometimes it's God who redirects my agenda, and sometimes it's my wife. I haven't figured out yet what the difference is, as the result is more or less the same: staying focused on what really matters in this season.
So I decided to skip the International Prayer Council meeting in Thailand this week. It's a gathering of key players in the global prayer movement. Some say I should be there, and for the sake of relationships it would have been good, but I've been struggling with the whole set-up...
Earlier this year the Evangelical Alliance also invited me to Thailand, to be part of one of the focus groups of the Lausanne Forum 2004. I guess the Handbook for Political Correctness tells me I should feel really honoured here, but I'm afraid I've built up quite some resistance towards these global mega invitation-only events.
They are great networking environments for American white males in their fifties who thrive at boring plenary and discussion meetings (yes, I admit I'm overgeneralising here just to make my point). They are great at producing 'paper tigers': quite general outcomes that are already predestined by the 'inner circle', but nevertheless announced as ground-breaking. They are also great at creating slow, formal committee structures, and wasting a lot of money on it.
Yes, I'm a bit sceptic. But I turned that way after attending the once-in-a-lifetime conferences Amsterdam 2000, the Great Commission Roundtable and Hope21. For me personally the highlights of these conferences were in chronological order: having a pizza with friends, hanging out in the swimming pool with friends, and having a beer with friends. I had a good time in the corridors with people who shared their hearts, hopes and struggles. I missed most of the program, and those parts that I did attend were not really impacting.
So the only reason for me to go to Thailand would have been to sit under the palm trees, cocktail in one hand, my laptop in the other, and talk with friends in the worldwide prayer movement about what God has been saying to them, how his Spirit of prayer is being poured out on people in every nation on this planet, and how He's calling us to walk and strategize together. But the time available to effectively do this is limited as most people on a conference like this feel compelled to join the fuller-than-full plenary program. Even the meals have been pre-planned. "Between the soup and the chicken we discuss point 5b on our agenda..." Who for heaven's sake invented a program like this; I'm sure it's someone from Mars or a committee of Evangelical Christians.
Dang, I've said it. Quite a relief. And let me add that I dearly love and respect my friends in the worldwide prayer movement. I was ready to suffer in their program format, just to strengthen our friendship. But God and my wife decided otherwise. The future will tell whether I missed the long-awaited ignition moment of the World Wide Revival, or just saved my ass.
Having said this, I was much blessed by Andrew Brumme's positive blog reports of the Lausanne Forum. He has some great stuff on the children's prayer movement and story telling as a key to reach oral cultures. Check it out. It reminded me of my first international conference as an 18-year old - Amsterdam 86 when good old Billy gathered 10,000 evangelists from around the globe. It hugely impacted me. And I felt so privileged to be able to serve in the Media Department. But that was 18 years ago. Maybe I'm just spoiled...