Are you in for an experiment? Yesterday, as an outcome of the existential crisis I mentioned earlier, we decided to dissolve the 'official' leadership team of Connect and move into a more fluid function of the 'core'. Our shared vision, journey and relational commitment continues, but without pursuing a central organisational agenda. Some say this won't work, but I'm in for the experiment. Effectively it isn't a big change in the light of how we already functioned, or intended to function (see my posting 'how to lead organically?'). But the situation of Heidi being on sabbatical, Maaike being ill, and myself laying down my operational responsibilities, speeded this up.
We skipped all dates we pencilled in, except for the next Europe-wide gathering in the last weekend of August. A good move for me personally is that I laid down my coordinating/logistical role. I will keep on envisioning and connecting, but not maintain websites and organise meetings. Phew... I assume the Holy Spirit won't stop working, so I have no doubt several good initiatives will pop up the coming year. In fact, there's already some breeding going on.
The good thing in all this, and the Berlin gathering more or less proved that, is that Connect will be less dependent on us, and more on God. Also it will give us flexibility to function as a 'core' as God leads, rathen then by default. In Berlin it was four people, on other occasions it can be another combination of people who have been journeying together in the Connect context more intensively.
Over the past few months I've been reading my way into network dynamics, and I'm getting more and more convinced that if we all just function in what God called us for and in the way we are wired, while journeying as a company of friends, things will work out.